So if you attend Planetshakers City Church, you'd know that the church is going through a series of sermons called "DREAMERS ONLY". To put it in a general view, the core of the sermons are stirring up and flaming the dreams God has put in us, whether or not the dream 'died'.

If you know me, Melbourne wasn't my choice of where I want to study. Because I wanted to study chinese, I thought that China was a good choice. But because of all the 'not-so-good-things' in China, I decided that Melbourne would do because I have family members here.

On top of that, I have no idea why I wanted to study chinese when I can do so many other courses. Hey, after all, my SPM results was quite okay since I got 8A's-enough to satisfy myself. Knowing that I'd be furthering my studies in the language field, I chose to do A-Levels, more specifically, I chose to do science A-Levels. It has nothing to do with language and yet I chose to do it. Maybe I thought that it'd be helpful if I want to switch my 'path' in the future.

I used to have a vision of me doing ministry in China, something that I've shove aside because I don't think I'll do that. Other than that, I used to dream that I'm surrounded by kids. Yes, I love kids. I didn't know that these dreams I have left behind (more like forgotten that it ever existed) actually came to live again when pastor after pastor preached on the series. So I'll take that as a sign from God. Eventually, my aunt asked me whether my translation classes where from English to Chinese or Chinese to English only or both. When I told her I have to study both, she asked me whether I'd like to help her with some translation work for her church ministry. I said yes.. Yes because I'm doing what I can to do good in God's kingdom and yes because it can be a good practice for me.

Then there was PlanetUni camp where I encountered God like I've never had before. The word obedience came so many times during the course of the camp. Obedience to what God has to tell me and what He wants me to tell others. I guess I'm getting all that because I don't think I'm ready for any of it despite God telling me otherwise. Then Grace told me in the last Urban Life that she wants to see me step up in church and in Urbs.

As of now, I still doubt my own ability to do things God wants me to. I know I shouldn't. But you know how you're always scared to make the first move? I'm at that stage right now. And I think I haven't been STILL ENOUGH to hear God. I'm sorry God.

There's MORE TO LIFE, and it's only a GOD-DREAM when you partner with GOD to make the dream come true. =) I shall start with baby steps before taking on the bigger steps. I know for sure that God is with me, ALL THE WAY.

Sorry for being MIA. Been busy lately and haven't had much of a 'me time'. But fred not, I'll be back with a decent post and pictures (I hope) soon.

Till then, tata!