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Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 11:05:18 GMT

Blog will be updated soon after FINALS. =)

Dreams

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 09:17:01 GMT

So if you attend Planetshakers City Church, you'd know that the church is going through a series of sermons called "DREAMERS ONLY". To put it in a general view, the core of the sermons are stirring up and flaming the dreams God has put in us, whether or not the dream 'died'.

If you know me, Melbourne wasn't my choice of where I want to study. Because I wanted to study chinese, I thought that China was a good choice. But because of all the 'not-so-good-things' in China, I decided that Melbourne would do because I have family members here.

On top of that, I have no idea why I wanted to study chinese when I can do so many other courses. Hey, after all, my SPM results was quite okay since I got 8A's-enough to satisfy myself. Knowing that I'd be furthering my studies in the language field, I chose to do A-Levels, more specifically, I chose to do science A-Levels. It has nothing to do with language and yet I chose to do it. Maybe I thought that it'd be helpful if I want to switch my 'path' in the future.

I used to have a vision of me doing ministry in China, something that I've shove aside because I don't think I'll do that. Other than that, I used to dream that I'm surrounded by kids. Yes, I love kids. I didn't know that these dreams I have left behind (more like forgotten that it ever existed) actually came to live again when pastor after pastor preached on the series. So I'll take that as a sign from God. Eventually, my aunt asked me whether my translation classes where from English to Chinese or Chinese to English only or both. When I told her I have to study both, she asked me whether I'd like to help her with some translation work for her church ministry. I said yes.. Yes because I'm doing what I can to do good in God's kingdom and yes because it can be a good practice for me.

Then there was PlanetUni camp where I encountered God like I've never had before. The word obedience came so many times during the course of the camp. Obedience to what God has to tell me and what He wants me to tell others. I guess I'm getting all that because I don't think I'm ready for any of it despite God telling me otherwise. Then Grace told me in the last Urban Life that she wants to see me step up in church and in Urbs.

As of now, I still doubt my own ability to do things God wants me to. I know I shouldn't. But you know how you're always scared to make the first move? I'm at that stage right now. And I think I haven't been STILL ENOUGH to hear God. I'm sorry God.

There's MORE TO LIFE, and it's only a GOD-DREAM when you partner with GOD to make the dream come true. =) I shall start with baby steps before taking on the bigger steps. I know for sure that God is with me, ALL THE WAY.

Because I neglected my blog...

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 08:51:33 GMT

Hello world!

I'm sorry for being away for so long but I can't help it. Yes, I know being busy isn't a very good reason but then again, life is a routine right now for me.. So when I get the extra time, I just chill, rest and watch a movie or something. What about catching up with friends, you ask? Well, to be honest, I haven't been doing much of it. I have emails that I have yet to reply. Maybe it's just because I have nothing much to update them on. But I know it's the effort that counts. So yes, those who are waiting for my email, I'll get to it as soon as I can. I guess at times I just got so lazy because whenever I'm in the mood to go online, the internet at home decided to be unfriendly. Hence, I can't detect the wireless.

A lot has been happening since 2 months ago, okay, maybe not a lot. But there was spring break and PlanetUni Camp at Phillip Island where awesome things happened. God touched and moved so mightily and stir things in our hearts that we never imagined we'd have. =) Then there was exams. And I'm still sort of in the midst of exam period right now. Then there was quite a lot of birthday surprises, like Debs', Ming Xian's and Carmen's. Speaking of which, I have yet to upload the videos because Facebook tells me it'd take 45 minutes to upload a 1.44 minute video, how ridiculous.

Owh, and I sorta baked my first cheesecake here-it's actually helping a friend who wanted to bake a cheesecake for her host mum and didn't know how to so I went and help. And guess what? I sprained my wrist and ankle that night, =| And I baked egg-less chocolate chip cupcakes with my lil' cousin last night. It turned out quite nice actually.

Hmm.. What else? Photos are in Facebook but only my friends can view them. So if you want to view them, please let me know.

Work is fine. Boss told me he's gonna give me a raise in the next few weeks. =) And I'm gonna help one of my aunt at her cafe tomorrow from 9am till 4pm. I just hope that my finger nails doesn't crack and chip again.

Weather here is crazy. Its so COLD! And it HAILED just now. So I ran all the way home from the bus stop about 250 meters away.

Okay, I have another post to write about an entirely different topic. So yes, this is the end of this blog post. Sorry it's picture-less again cause I'm using my brother's computer now. =P

Will be back, I promise~

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 12:42:56 GMT

Sorry for being MIA. Been busy lately and haven't had much of a 'me time'. But fred not, I'll be back with a decent post and pictures (I hope) soon.

Till then, tata!

Credit Card?

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 10:53:15 GMT

Mum cancelled my Malaysian credit card today. Sobs. :(

I have yet to apply for a credit card here, shall do that once I start uni next week cause I want to do it at the same branch I had my account with, which is just right opposite my uni so its more convenient although Box Hill's branch would be very convenient as well. But oh well...

I am actually contemplating whether I need a credit card or not but since it's free for students, why not? Cause my uni doesn't accept cash as mode of payment. What a hassle.

Worked OT for an hour today. So tiring. Been having late dinner since I started to work. Not good not good. Had dinner at 9pm last night and 8pm today. When I first arrived, it was early dinner, now, its late dinner.

Anyway, baking egg tarts with friends tomorrow. Hopefully it turn out nice.

Hugs!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 09:48:31 GMT

This week, I worked for 4 days.

And initially, I only put my availability for 3 days next week cause I'm actually waiting for my other job to start but then they are lack of people so then it became 4 days again. Lol.

At least I'm not working on tomorrow but I'll be working on the following Sunday.

I want to go hang out with my friends, see places I haven't seen, just chill and do crazy stuff but when I'm not working, I tend to stay home the whole day. Haha. Maybe it's because of the weather. :P

Can't believe one weeks of holidays just went by like that. =(

I'm running out of new stuff to cook. Any ideas anyone???

Take 2?

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 10:43:49 GMT

Footnote: I passed my Level 1 First Aid today, 17th June 2009.

With regards to my blog title today, a friend text me when I was on the train on the way home and said "Some of us have to repeat. How bout you?" It seriously shocked the crap out of me cause I don't know whats going on so I quickly called my friend and she said uni called and ask them to go back on Wednesday for a "resit". Reasons being they are at the borderline so our lecturer is giving them another chance to pass the exam. And I guess to the rest of us who didn't get a call from uni, it's either we failed terribly or we passed (in my opinion, of course!). I do sincerely hope that I pass with flying colours!

It prompt me to think that in life, we don't normally have a "take 2". What's done is done, what's said is said... We can't just go "Oh, I don't think my answer for question 10 is correct." then REWIND the time or just simply "ZAP" ourselves back in time. It's not how things work. And it certainly isn't why time is created.

Every moment is precious because it is unique and no two are alike. If we don't appreciate it, we might never have a chance to relive that moment. Many of us don't appreciate what's in front of us. We nag, we complain, we throw tantrums, we get angry, we get confused or frustrated, just because we didn't like a certain area in our lives.

And you might think it would be so wonderful if God created a time portal for us to go anywhere, anytime to any decade/date/day we want. But that's not how things work. God gave us a life, in fact, He created us in His image and breathe life into us. He wants us to lead a life pleasant in His eyes and live our lives according to His word. We may fall and tumble along the way, but God is ever so patient and kind because He's ALWAYS there to pick us up. He knows when and where we'll fall even before it happens just because He's our creator. =)

Life is like a one way train ticket. All you can do is live life to the fullest and enjoy every single moment of it- good or bad alike, after all, you don't get to experience the same thing twice.

New Layout

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 10:40:53 GMT

Don't know why but my previous layout had an "image not found" thingy all over it so I decided to change it. Spent about 2 hours looking for a new layout that I like and changing it to suit my liking. :) It has been long since I last changed my layout cause I like the previous one- plain, simple, white and there's the sky reminding me of the many wonders God put in my life. But this new one isn't as bad too. The original title is "Ray of Hope". Hope and faith is what I really need right now, or more like, what I really need to work on to strengthen it and not fear or get intimidated by anything.

The Lord has been gracious and I'm thankful. Living a life 8 hours away from home is not easy- but you get use to it. The time difference of 2 hours is not a big deal- but to some, it is. Because of it, some friendship tumbles while others rise above it. =) Finding and establishing a life here away from home wasn't hard because of the precious people God sent to be around me. I have a great Urban Life leader, an absolutely wonderful UL members, an amazing church, and of course, supporting family members.

Yes, I do admit that there is time where I hated to be in this ever so complicated family. But then again, its because of them, I grow. Living with my brother has its ups and downs. Sometimes, we all throw tantrums and hurtful words comes out that one could never take back. Yes, I do cry at times over words said and actions done. Other times, its just like spending quality time together as a siblings. And other times, its just like we're 2 people living together, under the same roof. But hey, I guess its a normal thing?

Anyway, I've officially finished my Diploma course. =D

My fingers are freezing right now so I better get going. Need to shower and then get cosy under my layers of blanket. Haha. Owh, I sleep with 3 blankets, just in case you're wondering. Hehe. =P

P/s: I'm still extremely bad at recognising roads here and thus, get scolded very often by non other than my brother. So yea.. I only know certain roads to certain places. Period. Haha.

Toodles!

Winter.

Tue, 09 Jun 2009 10:21:30 GMT

Its my first winter here in Australia. Will there be many more to come, I wonder at times. Who knows what the future holds other than God. But I believe that wherever He wants me to go, I will go.

I'm freezing despite the heater being on. And it has been constantly raining for the past few days with strong wind. Fun is the last thing on the list to describe it.

I'm having my last interpreting dialogue on Friday. I must pass it to get accreditation. =) Been group studying since Sunday. And today, I studied at a friends house for like 5 hours straight. Actually it was 6 but minus the 1 hour lunch break. Lol. All I can say is that its has been a productive day.

I'm having a 3 hour class tomorrow, then have to come back home so my brother can go pick up his bike then I'll prolly stay at home and do some revision before I head out to the city for Urban Life again.

I've been good. Sorry for not blogging but I guess, not a lot of people read this so...

I miss home.
I miss my friends.
I miss my church.

Distance makes the heart grows fonder. Is that really so?

Life offers more than what we see. I just have to have faith.

P/s: Back to watching an episode of CSI and getting some of my work done so my friends can have a look at it tomorrow. *yawns*

Tata!

Reminder to self: Work on Saturday & Sunday & First Aid class on Wednesday, 17th June. :)

Pictures

Thu, 28 May 2009 11:33:50 GMT

Mine.

Agnes'.

Ours.

Yummy =)